tek's time, thoughts, and stuff

Hey blog,

yeah.. i'm talking to mah blog.

sooo lets see.. how else could today go anymore wrong.

I almost show up late to work today, i was opening the store, but i made it in time, i forgot to put one sock on and didn't get a chance to take a shower.

I felt like ass today and i felt bad, i worked 10am - 9pm.

I was exhausted the night before, i didn't get to spend anytime with my baby i tried to stay up but i couldn't i passed out on my chair all crooked necked n stuff, i felt like shit for that.

i didn't get a chance to talk to her before i went to work, i was too busy scrambling for clothes, shoes, keys, and badge.

but now that i think about it, all it would have taken was 15 seconds to tell her i loved her. 9 seconds to walk to the laptop and open it up, 6 seconds to type "I love you" and hit enter.

i'm sorry. I feel like shit.

i texted her as soon as i had a free second to talk on my phone.

i dunno, she didn't seem to happy.

i can't do anything else but say i'm sorry

I can't give her a hug.

I can't show up at her door steps with plastic flowers, or real flowers.

I can't give her candy to sweeten the mood.

i can't sneak an apology kiss on her.

I can only say i'm sorry, and tell her how bad i feel.

My new job has me working extra hard, i'm an assistant manager for a store.

I love you baby, more than you think you know.

i care about you, i think about you.

I tell the moon to take care of you when i get the chance to talk to him.

There are just somethings that must get done in life in order to get to the next step.

You know i try to be here, there, wherever you need me to be.

Today was rather good still. I ran into a friend i hadn't talked to in awhile, went to lunch with them today and caught up some.

other than that, i sit at home in front of the screen, and wait for my love to come back to me.